Clement's Lifestory

Term Tests are coming...

2010-12-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, but sometimes I just get a little sad over god knows what. Its just my anti-social-emo nature to do so, I can't help but be sad over things that goes on in my mind. The tendency to just suddenly disappear just to be alone is just driving me crazy, its just the sudden urge to isolate everyone and just be by myself sometimes for no good reason... Its not addiction to games or anything like that... Its just the need to be alone...

I know of crazy friends whom think im sad cause im single or never had a companion and finding one will somehow solve my tendency to emo... I don't want anyone or any companion, first of all I don't think I will find someone whom has the same interest as me or is like me in anyway... I don't want to hurt myself again over stupid things im just very very afraid of being scarred... I don't have the time or money to support/entertain her... & on top of that I plan to go overseas and might never see this little island again for good... and last of all im not very social... so I don't want one nor do I need one so stop saying like staying single is a bad thing or whatever... What if I don't want children? What if I just want to live the rest of my life alone or single?

I don't know, it seems I am surrounded by so many friends but yet I feel lonely... So whats the answer to this? Drinking seems like a nice short term answer... I feel like alienating quietly...

Maybe tomorrow I will spend some alone time with myself if possible...

The last min

2010-09-09T02:45:00.001+08:00

Well, sorry that I haven't bogged in some time cause during my YOG break my sad anti social life has dwindled down to eat.sleep.starcraft. I just keep on playing and playing non stop all day...

Oh and Xu Jie recently picked up photography! Finally I have found the replacement photographer for production crew...

Ruzana invited all of production crew to her hari raya celebration but sadly only a handful is going... i feel sad for her...

Oh well I have had thoughts of migrating to the US and never coming back again. I don't know why... maybe I hate my life here. looking for a great life somewhere else sounds exciting. Like trekking Europe. I wish I could trek Europe on my own one day...

Back 2 rush studying for the 9.30am principle of dynamics exam...

Published with Blogger-droid v1.5.8

Is gaming laptops really necessary?

2010-08-02T02:56:00.002+08:00

Finally found the time to reformat my computer! It was seriously flooded with a whole ton of viruses... At 1 point it was so bad, I was having a chat with my HACKER. Yup you heard it right, my hacker was actually chatting with me... Nice...

So that turned me from anti-antivirus to pro-antivirus. I helped my dad's company implement anti-virus to all the computers too so I have really done lots of research on this topic....

And finally, while I was surfing the web, I came across this advertisement on Dell's latest alienware laptop with a top notch graphic card! But looking at the size of the alienware series, you have to ask yourself these very important questions before you think about buying "gaming laptops"

Is it really necessary to game on the go? Are you carrying that huge laptop with you everywhere? Can't you game at home on a desktop and bring a thin small laptop for work?

Well I can never understand why there are gaming laptops...

Oh well

Stay Well,
Clement

a few mistakes here n there

2010-08-01T01:27:00.002+08:00

Haha finally performed today, tough I made a embarrassing mistake, the minister was still a very nice guy.

I lost my handphone... omg.. I hope its at my grandmothers house... my parents are so gonna get pissed off cause its so new... ouch...

Really tired, gotta make sure I start studying tomorrow!!!

Pll read this?!!! =D

2010-07-31T08:13:00.002+08:00

Hey, people actually read this ^^ wow! Im surprised some people can manage to find my little blog haha!

Anyway I shot 2 events yesterday, back 2 back and its really tiring. I slept not long after I came home.

Today will be my actual performance day!!!!!!!!!! For some event at Kallang CC. I will be performing with my teacher for a small group and also the Ex-Arts minister ><>

Oh n me an Xu Jie made an agreement!! Next friday, we are both going to buy starcraft 2 and he is gonna stay over at my house to play it!! Haha

Thats all

Stay Well,

Clement

Oh dear...

2010-07-01T13:37:00.001+08:00

Looks like I don't even feel like going to class anymore.....

Needs a nice...

loves n hugs,
Clement

Time for a break

2010-06-26T19:32:00.003+08:00

Sorry for everything that I,

Made you sad

Made you angry

Made you afraid

Something is wrong with me so im taking a break from dreamland and going back to harsh reality.

See you soon, hopefully.

loves n hugs,

Clement

Sophie!

2010-06-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

Yup, I got my dear Sophie, my new D700. Been wanting to change to full frame for a long long long time... didn't have the courage or cash.

Now that I can finally afford the camera, I don't have anymore money left for the lens... T.T

Sophie needs lenses! Zzzz

I think I might have screwed up my POD"principle of dynamics" exam a little but maths was fine. Haha lucky tomorrow no test paper, can slack abit tonight, tomorrow then chiong!

I really need $$$

Sigh sadly missed seeing Taeyeon... aww I really wanted to see her... oh well

Regards,

Clement

2 Down! 2 To go!

2010-05-26T23:55:00.003+08:00

Haha finally sold off the wideangle and the flash. Now left with 1 more lens and the camera...

Still can't get myself to really sit down and study haha... shit im so screwed this term test!!

Still hunting for my new equipment. Its so hard to find a decently priced one sigh... all ranged 4 digits n above....

Need moneh!! haha...

See ya

Stay Well,

Clement

Noo... French....

2010-05-25T02:21:00.003+08:00

Havn't studied... totally can't force myself to do it. Hopefully I will do it tomorrow when im in school. Agreed to meet Noel early in the morning to study french as I have a test in the afternoon. Ugh... keep thinking too much...

Anyway my cam stuffs are officially up for sale on the internet, as my friends couldn't afford it after I offered quite a number of them.

Sometimes do you feel useless when you try your best to comfort someone, yet you are not helping but making the person feel worse? I don't know, its like you have no control over over many aspects of life, and all you can do is watch it happen.

Poor little bear didn't want to live anymore...

Stay Well,

Clement

FML...

2010-05-23T18:32:00.003+08:00

When I finally managed to complete the dumb APEL-2 500 word report on a "disadvantaged group" I called up my friend to ask him how do I submit this. He then replies "you email your response to the first part to the tutor". Then I found out I only needed to write the first paragraph of that 500 and I wrote the whole thing out. The deadline was July..... FML...

Oh well conversation endings seems to be getting worse when on msn. It always ends awkwardly with both sides silent... It feels like crap to end that way... Maybe I will stop using msn soon... If that happens... Then I would be "Clement the anti-social guy" hahaha. Anyway it seems that way since im moving away from everything anyway. No one gives a shit anyway.

Random thought, maybe when ur born, they should give you a birth cert. It should say, "Congratulations! Welcome to this cruel world! Remember to enjoy the first 8 years cause you will never get it back!" Hahaha before you start getting social, monetary and health problems.

Bloody French test is this tues and I have no clue or motivation to study for it... Hopefully my other equally confused friend will study with me on monday...

On a brighter note, old home sound system amplifier broke down, going shopping with dad later to look for a new one... yay... <-- only source of happiness is materialistic behavior haha

Stay well,

Clement

Arrgh... don't ask me to do that...

2010-05-23T13:02:00.003+08:00

Yea I would rather do that. Why on earth would "problem solving & process skills" (psps) module ask me to write a "creative ending" to a story? Im a ENGINEERING student not some STORYBOOK WRITER. Asking me to write a creative ending to a story is like asking a blind man to paint the 16th chapel on my ceiling....

Then after that I finally managed to finish that. I realised I still have APEL 2... And for all TP students you should know this...

Service Reflection (500 words minimum)

I was like what the hell?? And since I skipped the previous APEL I have no damn clue on how to write that... TP seriously needs to rethink their compulsory modules... Its a god damn waste of time. I could be better off studying for the French test or the upcoming Term Test but no... these dumb things have such a tight deadline...

Anyway as I said earlier I was going to sell my full set of camera equipment cause im doing a major upgrade... This is a really expensive move and to make things worse, the model im intending to buy has rumors that its going to be replaced soon. I really hope it does come out asap before I buy it cause its going to cause the price of that "now new" model to drop...

Shouldn't think too much and just pay hahaha...

Take care,

Clement

Sleep-over...

2010-05-22T17:14:00.003+08:00

Izuan, Darryl, Keefe, Noel and Benjamin all came over to my house on friday night for a "Band of Brothers" marathon.. 10 episodes, each about a hour plus...

We watched till 7 before they had to go, didn't complete it. It needed too much time.

Whole house is a mess, have to recable a couple of stuff. Internet went down twice surprisingly. Couldn't source the problem. Everyone was too busy playing their stuff.

Im also selling my full set of Nikon equipment soon, maybe I will post the advertisement on sunday. Hopefully I can sell everything by sunday.

Tired as slept quite little. Haha on the floor in-fact cause I didn't have enough beds so 2 took the sofa 1 took the bed 1 took the mattress so Noel and I slept on the floor haha.

Got a whole buncha reports, editing, and stuff to do, maybe I will take a nap first.

Take Care,

Clement

2010-05-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

Yea it indeed it is..... an option...

Quiz tomorrow. Reports to finish this weekend. Friends coming over. Violin to practice. Things to prepare to sell. Photoshoot next week. Photos to edit. Exams coming soon. Unable to finish studying.

Ho ho ho...

Exams are coming!!

2010-05-20T19:44:00.003+08:00

Realized exams are coming really really soon!

After I drew out a "study plan" and saw how much I needed to do... I shat-brix....

Yeah if im aiming for a A.. im gonna have to start studying now, no more events next week... No drinking, dinners, CCAs whatever!

Which reminds me I got "high" yesterday after we went to 2FatMen which had a free flow of beer...

Not a very smart idea.... Should cut down....

Anyway I have decided to go FX on Nikon! Muhaaha

That means I might have to sell all my equipment etc... Its going to cost ALOT... REALLY ALOT!..

Should get back to "Principle of Dynamics" dumb quiz tomorrow... ugh...

Take Care,

Clement

Here comes the problems one after another...

2010-05-09T02:29:00.000+08:00

Here the comes problems one after another...

Had a really bad stomach cram this morning.. So after calling many people for help on this lucky 1 friend answered.

So I took his suggestion and went to take a nap since I only slept about 3 hours as I had to wake up early to practice the violin.

So after a nap I felt much better but bec of some incident i was forced to go out and also run quite alot.

This time it got worse again so I called some friends again and lucky only 1 answered again. He ran outta suggestions.. Other than to see the doctor.

Only wanting to see the doctor as the last resort cause I thought it would go away if I let it be.

In the end it hurt so bad my mom dragged me to see the doctor in the middle of the night again....

Turns out I got gastric... Who would have thought... Maybe cause I skipped lunch? Or what exactly I dunno but it's kinda stupidly funny to just finish a set of medication last week and get a whole new set this week....

I'm sooo dying haha.

Stay well,
Clement

Ps. My sign off is kinda ironic haha

Sent from my iPad

Yay fantastic dinner. Haha.

2010-05-08T04:48:00.000+08:00

Yay fantastic dinner. Haha.

Ever since I started hanging out with Ben, I have been going to nice places to eat almost every week! (not everyday lah once only)

Let me introduce Ben, he is a very influential food critic and his opinions are highly regarded. You can find him on the rapidly growing forum called "I Eat I Shoot I Post" which has gotten much publicity lately.

That aside last week's illness is gone but I caught a stupid cough after I just finished my medication -.-"

Seems like im not the only one with the cough as everyone around me seems to have caught it... I don't think its that serious yet so im just going to ignore it.

And someone managed to talk me into wanting to buy a new camera.. >.<
oh no... I can see much more of my money being burnt away on more gadgets in future...

And realized that my style of photography is more of event, rather than themed. I guess im able to cover events but themed I rarely get the chance to do so. I think I would need to shoot more cosplayers to improve my skill on that area of "themed" shooting.

At the end of the day, by just shooting events, I rarely get anything nice to put in my portfolio. Not that I really need one but it will be very nice to look back and be proud of that photo you took.

Just waited IP Man the first movie. I still feel that IP Man 2 is still way better haha. It had much much more buildup than the first movie.

I haven't had the initiative to practice violin this week :X im so dead when the teacher is coming in the morning. I guess im going to wake up extra early to practice for at least 2 hours before he comes...

And on top of that, still haven't got the chance to tidy up all my photos etc... and people are already pushing me to release it...

And hopefully I can update this blog that not many people read.

Stay Well,
Clement

Sent from my iPad

Ha Ha, always the wrong time to blog

2010-04-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

Well first of all, the explanation for why my recent VLOG has come to a complete standstill. First of all, after shifting to HD, my content size has multiplied by 6. And with my current internet, it would take me 16+ hours a day to upload 1 episode. So till I have a solution e.g (faster internet) to this I would not be posting and videos and I will be archiving the videos for the day when I do have the bandwidth to do so.

Second of all, isn't it funny, only when there is something bad, do I bother to blog. Well for now I guess its back to plain old words again cause u know....

Anyway, as some of you know, I have tendered my resignation to my remodeling/diploma club. You must be thinking, "hey, I thought u really like flying rc and that club". Yah.. I know and I also did alot of things behind the scenes to support the club but I guess it went unnoticed and unappreciated.

That is fine with me, but now not showing me even a little respect after all I did for the club? Is that too much to ask? Well im not taking anymore of this crap.

Do you know why I love "Production Crew" cca so much? Cause no matter if you are just a crew or subcom or maincomm, it doesn't matter, they respect you and recognize your contribution no matter how small it is. Everyone is a big family. I had done alot less for production crew than I have done for that sad club last year, and yet they are truly the club what makes me enjoy myself so much everytime I see them.

A good friend once told me, how do you know if you did a good job as a committee member? You can never tell until the very end, when you hand over the club. How many people do you think respect you?

Im the second person to leave the club this "annual year". The member base is still pathetically small, we have never done any major event other than the workshop at the start of the year last year. We only went for 1 competition, and only with the hardwork of "certain" members did the team win a presentation prize.

Now tell me if im going to waste another year of my life putting up with all this? Sorry but no thank you, as much as I love my Diploma and my Hobby I don't have the time or patience anymore, I have got better things to do and spend my time on.

On a brighter note, really had fun today evening helping out on introduction workshop. Love you guys.

Love,
Clement

I hate my life, why me...

2010-02-12T22:18:00.004+08:00

Ya that title seems to sound like any other typical emo teenager.... But I can't help but use that phrase when my last matchstick burned out in the winter...

After all the multiple troubles that I had to face up to these few week, this final setback was the final blow... I can no longer smile and pretend that everything is alright, everything I believed in has turned their back on me, everything that I am proud of is on the verge of being burnt to the ground. One after another, they keep coming and coming.

Sorry I am just being very vague, but I can't find anyone that I can trust to talk to anymore. I end up keeping everything to myself and I know that it isn't good to bottle up everything and smile at everyone everyday pretending nothing is wrong.

I need help but theres no one close enough to talk to or ask. Heck even I don't tell my parents about my troubles heck not even my brother. Why? Cause he isn't even close to me anymore, I can confess that I honestly talk more to my friends than I do to my brother. He is just I guy I see at night when I come home. Thats all. I don't even know his handphone number, let alone even think about smsing him. Heck even he doesn't even let me teach him for his studies cause we are not close at all.

If u say talk to my parents then. But you must realize that my parents are the last person I want to tell to about any of my problems. I know some of my friends out there are very close to their parents just like their brother, but my only concern here is to uphold a "perfect" image to them like "oh my grades are good" like "im attending class" and "im not getting into any trouble". Let them even have the slightest knowledge that my grades are slipping and they will nag the hell out of me and threaten to cut my allowance or privileges like going out.

So who am I left with here, friends? Nah even I don't tell my closest friend about my problems, only some, theres nothing he can do about it anyway, all he can do is laugh or give advice. All he can do is only so much.

So even if my closet friend can't help me, what about the others? Most of them are more concerned about making jokes about me than to even contemplate that I might be in deep shit.

I mean seriously, secondary has been the same, even poly is the same. Just because I have different liking for unconventional music or have different tastes doesn't mean that im that much different. Heck u make a joke or two, fine, but everyday? Im getting sick of it, its not funny anymore its bloody irritating, the same joke over and over, its becoming insulting.

And I have been told by many people that some people don't like me because of the way I talk, because it sounds offensive. I know that the way I talk might seem offensive, I even tried to stop it but I can't, its second nature to me, its just the way I do it. For those who know me better u know that I don't mean what I say in a offensive way although to majority of the people it may seem so. Im sorry but I just can't do it, I tried but it doesn't work. That doesn't mean I have stopped trying but it means that please next time if you find me offensive try and understand as I don't mean it that way.

You may say "ahh heck ur troubles are peanuts compared to those African children who might die if they can't find food". But I think you know better than I do, they have their problems and I have my problems. Heck even billionaire have troubles. Its not about having food on the table or shelter to live in. Its a whole different set of problems. Its about maintaining your reputation, maintaining your studies and your future career your social behavior your relationship with people.

Im not stupid enough to go and cut myself go think about suicide when im "emo" as I love my parents and it would be selfish to do so. I owe them my life and my job is to take care of them when they are unable to do so for themselves. Its just that its so difficult to maintain all these things. The most important thing to me now is having a career and a job that I love. I can't imagine the thought of dragging myself to work on somewhere I hate for the rest of my life. I want to enjoy my work so that I won't waste my life away. You only get to live once and thats it. No second chance, no hey I regret I should have studied harder then I would get a better job.

Now not only do I have to worry about my dropping grades, the near failure of one of them, social problems, ego problems, reputation problems and to add to those money problems.

Heck I have a debt of easily over half a thousand. Why? Long story short, shit happens. So one after another, my problems just keep coming and coming and coming but nothing seems to be going away, or is draining my life in the process taking up alot of effort. I can't just pray them away, heck I tried praying, and im starting to lose faith. Im starting to get the feeling the big guy up there is cursing me with all this shit.

So now whats my next option? Talk to a Councillor? Get help from a helpline? If I don't even tell my closest friend my problems, what makes it seems like im going to tell some random stranger my problems? Heck if I don't even ask my parents for money or help what makes it seem like im going to seek help from some random guy.

So now who can I turn to? Well my current answer is my lovable toy and alcohol. Why? Cause its been with me since young, through thick n thin and when I have no one to hug n cry it will be there. Thats why I love my Pikachu so much, if ur curious to know. Why alcohol? Cause it makes me feel better. And last of all my little violin which seems to be another thing to take my mind off things.

Why did I post this all of a sudden? Cause after what happened today, I can no longer take it anymore and hide all this depression and smile. I just can't take it anymore. Heck I know out of the handful of people who even bother to read my blog, all of them won't bother read this whole thing anyway cause it looks like a wall of text.

My life is crashing harder than the american stock market did during the housing crisis. Just when I thought there things are bad enough they just get worse.

As Billy Joel Sang,

I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.

Thats all. Thanks. If you read the whole thing.

muahaha tickets

2010-01-28T18:07:00.002+08:00

;D

Hahaha Guangting in ur face! :D

Poly ftw! Who ask u go JC?

I got a whole bag FULL of goodies!

Haha just went for a breifing today for the air show that im supposed to help out as crowd control. On the up side we get trade day tickets and lotsa freebies.

Alot of my favourite aircraft manufacturers will be there, Sukhoi, Boeing, Lockheed Martin, Northdrop Gruman will all be there too..

Was pretty late for production crew practice cause of that! Ugh..

Reached home at 1am.. totally sucky performers all so demanding force us to stay overtime to cover for them.

I realised that the show im taking up on 5 feb crashes with my air show, im in deep trouble.... I gotta find a solution or a replacement for me.

And I found out the name of that mysterious girl I keep passing by and says "Hi Clement" to me yet I don't even know her. lol

Stay Well,

Clement

The Creedence strikes back!

2010-01-26T00:37:00.001+08:00

Haha lame title I know. Anyway after we managed to kick out that extremist from our club, he returned today to make more fuss, for his old plane which he broke himself he is now holding our club responsible for it, and demands we fix it for him before returning it...

Keong not wanting trouble just gave in just to get rid of him once and for all, I am very afraid in my next 2 years in tp I would have to fend off that guy from our club...

My heli developed some issuses today and for some weird reason unable to take off. That was kinda depressing after all the money and effort I put in.

On the bright side Mr Yu mechatronics course manager wanted my help again and this time to be his experimental craft test pilot. Well I was honored to and took up the offer :)

Went home early by 9 today as promised to my parents, I have production crew on wed thurs and fri which will be late... I don't know how I am going to convince them...

I'm gonna wake up at 5 tomorrow to chiong study for ssmat quiz! 4 chapters.... wish me luck :)

Stay Well,
Clement

2010-01-25T00:41:00.001+08:00

My new violin!

Went down to plaza sing yamaha showroom to view the violin and after considering it they bought it! It feels and sounds fantastic.

There are strings attached though, I'm supposed to be home by 9pm everyday for the whole month... looks like no more hanging around in school till late at night.

Just got my allowance, hopefully I can spend less and save more this week! I really need to start paying my debts...

Stay Well,
Clement

Yay my heli lives!

2010-01-24T02:47:00.001+08:00

Woke up around late morning today, for some weird reason I slept on the floor again... mum was angry again cause of that haha.

In the afternoon fixed my sunglasses and went to school to fix my heli, yong quan got his plane up and running again. Well Zen also totally wasted my time calibrating his heli which didn't work....

And my heli had its first maiden flight today, zen has the video so I'm still waiting for it.

Stay Well,
Clement

I really need to get one fast...

2010-01-23T01:35:00.001+08:00

Well violin lessons went generally okay today except that the teacher made a big fuss about me using my old 3/4 size violin which was obviously too small for me.

He said if I practiced too much on the small one when I get the right size I would have to start all over since all the notes are in different locaions.

I found a brand named lutherie which is within budget, around 1.2k sgd. Hopefully my dad says okay and I can ask them to send it asap :)

Meanwhile I talked to Darren and he has kindly agreed to lend me his precious 1.6k violin for the time being.

Got almost everything done on my helicopter and tomorrow after installing and callibrating I should be able to test fly it. I should be asking other heli pros in the flying area for help on helping me set it up.

Stay Well,
Clement

I really need money...

2010-01-21T22:49:00.001+08:00

Just accidentally broke my poor buggy's back wheel joint. Well by accident it flew off the second story, long story. On the bright side the rest of it is fine.

I really need to pay andy back asap so I can start buying spare parts and upgrades...

Skipped psychology lecture today, didn't manage to get much done, hopefully tonight I can rush all the way at home and finish my static n strength of material and maths.

My wallet has really nothing inside now... I hope Clive can at least pay me back abit of the huge amount he owes me...

Stay Well,
Clement

To jurong and back!

2010-01-20T23:42:00.001+08:00

yup as the tile suggests I took a very long 3 hour journey from school to jurong and back all because of the final parts needed to get my heli up in the air.

I'm soo broke, total expenditure is at 80 today....
I so need to find a way to save more or earn some money.

we also shifted clubrooms today, the new room is smaller but more cosier after the buncha guys went to ikea and bought lotsa stuff. might post a pic soon.

btw zen got some serious stomach cram today and had to go to the hospital. pls pray for him
to get well soon :)

stay well,
Clement

Bad Timing

2010-01-20T01:55:00.001+08:00

Went all the way to textile center at lavender from school to but some helicopter parts only to find it closed.

Then in the evening I rushed finish my maths assignment only to find out that I can't contact the tutor..

Then arrived at my friend's birthday party only to sat there for around 45mins before going home. I had to pay $10 for the damn cab fee there...

Seems like the whole day is all about bad timing haha.

We also test flew westly's plane, there was something wrong with it but keong insisted on flying it and ended up crashing it into the large rainwater drain, lucky it was still dry and he managed to get out almost unharmed.

Hopefully tomorrow is a better day. Wis me luck for my lab test!

stay well,
Clement

I hate crowded hawker centers!

2010-01-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

Went to the hawker center at bedok for dinner with parents. Apparently there was some dispute with the hawker as she was touting and apparently we were sitting on "their" table... Plus the place was super crowded and the food took like almost half a hour to arrive.

Didn't go to school today, and apparently I totally forgot about the PC show that I was supposed to be involved today. Anyway I didn't attend the rehearsal so I doubt I would be of much help anyway.

Seem like theres some jam & hop event or something, didn't go cause I didn't know. Oh well.

Managed to clear of some things I needed to do but didn't have the time. For some weird reason Clive doesn't want me to teach him physics? lol

Exams over its playtime!!!

2009-12-13T04:33:00.002+08:00

Well, as you guys expected, im playing like mad mad mad now!

L4D2, Xbox etc etc...

Project has just started and so far so good, we are going to make plans for the thing very soon. Will take some pics and post here.

Monday I think there is Production Crew training too. Too bad I don't think I can make it for the Christmas party cause im going overseas. Im not sure about timing though, maybe by sheer chance i might get to go. Who knows.

At the moment leonard has been sleeping over at my house for 2 days and counting. I just fixed his new graphic card and ram into his computer. He seems really happy, after all his graphic card is so huge like a monster, it barely fit into the casing. He really needs a new casing.

On top of that im currently creating a l4d2 server, after many many many trail and error im this close to getting it done. Wish me luck

Stay Well,

Clement

Haha Finally 4am the magical time...

2009-12-10T04:06:00.002+08:00

Yup after being totally stressed out being not able to solve a simple ssmat question for hours I went home to take a break.

After eating alot alot of junkfood and a movie (2012) later... I tried at the question again and again and again... tilll

I finally got the solution on how to calculate a certain tension force.... after so many hours and brainstorming...

Hahas I should seriously start attending lectures and tutorials to save the trouble of this kinda shit...

Well at least i learnt it the hard hard way and it is memorized very well. I guess thats the way I learn.

Hahas Randy was complaining to me how doomed she was... well she almost hit the ulitmate level of damnation. The Creedence level, he only opens the book 1 day before the term test... hahaha

Got too much junk food left.... damn wasted... its 4am in the morning and I hope I can wake up in time tomorrow.

Stay Well,

Clement

Yes, Dfund2 was a cakewalk

2009-12-09T02:46:00.002+08:00

Haha ya its so easy im breaking out my old word, the cakewalk. lol!

Technicly walking on cake isn't very easy but what the heck!

I finished the paper 20 minutes into the exam and i had 40 mins left, soon I saw many other friends walk out of the exam so i checked it in another 5 mins and left.

First time ever taking a paper so easy that im confident enough to leave 25mins into the exam.

Other than that nothing much happens, just some daily stuff coming home, watch a few videos take a nap, studied finish tomorrows subject (which is somewhat a cakewalk too)

Only thing was it felt kinda weird today going home so early, I normally don't go home that early!

On a side note any "How I met your mother" fans season 5 episode 10 just came out 13 hours ago as im writing this. Im already Bit-Torr***ing it.

Stay well,

Clement

So far so good

2009-12-08T01:37:00.002+08:00

Well maths went pretty predicted today so nothing surprising, should get a minimum of at least 70/100 so thats confirm a B at least hopefully if the sun shines on me a A... XD

Tomorrow having Digital Fundamentals 2, pretty easy considering the fact it only took me roughly 1 hour of my nighttime to go through the whole thing and do a term test paper also. Should be scoring for tomorrow for sure.

Only worrying thing is my SSMAT and my Aerospace Physics.

The problem is I would love to start early and use the free time I have now to revise them but im afraid it might affect some of the things im being tested on tomorrow. In psychology they call it retrograde something.... haha im a bad psychology student...

Anyways looks like this weekend will be very very packed n busy, im supposed to help leonard fix his computer and help marcus take photos of brown eyed girls all a the same time and day.

Btw Brown Eyed Girls the famous korean pop group is coming to sg from 11 to 14, fri to sun. Just nice on the days that i promised leonard to fix his computer in which I had promised a long time ago so I can't turn him down now.

Hopefully none of the timings clash or anything.

Stay Well,

Clement

2 Down 3 to go!

2009-12-06T04:49:00.003+08:00

Finally managed to complete the studying

1) Electronics & Device Circuitry

2) Digital Fundamentals 2

So I am left with

1) Engineering Mathmatics 2

2) Statics & Strength of materials

3) Aerospace Physics

Hopefully the other 3 will go as smoothly as the first 2.

Maths is more or less halfway there so tomorrow I have to finish all of it cause monday's the day.

Wasted quite abit of the morning doing stuff but at least I made full use of the late afternoon to "over midnight"

There has been some no-life jokers whom defaced my facebook again. This is the 8th time. Its getting stupidly childish and sickening. Im soon going to shut down that account cause childish idiots can't control themselves and don't know where is the line.

Stay Well,

Clement

Its is coming.... and im not ready....

2009-12-04T11:40:00.002+08:00

Term tests are here and no im not a single bit prepared for it. Im totally screwed this time. Im way way way behind schedule and im not catching up fast enough.

Most friend's get only 3 or 4 subjects but not me.... It had to be 5.....

That's right, monday to friday straight non-stop tests next week. I have only covered like 2 to 3 subjects so far....

On the bright bright bright side, I got a mystery call from Mr. Yu today suddenly asking me to meet him for some open house thing he wants me to do. So I went to meet him and its much much much better than it sounds.

He has put me in charge of the project to Refurbish a actual real A4 Skyhawk cockpit to fit a simulator game inside. So I am definitely gonna get my hands down and dirty ;D

Its gonna be sooooo coooooool (yes im so so psyched) and on top of that the simulator ain't any boring 1 its a xbox game :D

Okay enough about that maybe I might post some pictures someday.

Stay Well,
Clement

Its done! Finally!

2009-11-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

Haha after so many weeks of non-stop shows for production crew, finally this week it will end!

Haiz im so tired of doing shows already... its so much more fun hanging out with people.

You realise that people have different personalities when they are working. Only then would you realise people's true character.

But as they say, change urself to change the world. So I am currently in the process of learning how to accept people as the way they are.

There are people whom argue with everthing you say, there are people whom say things behind you back.

But the real challenge is to really accept them as the way they are and also forgive and forget.

These qualities are hard to find and it would be very beneficial to building lasting relationships.

Well I will leave it at that, maybe something u might wanna think about too.

Stay Well,

Clement

Crap crap crap!

2009-11-13T01:07:00.002+08:00

Hi people,

Well since I last blogged a couple of things have happened

1. The famous "my thumbdrive got burnt to crisp by a faulty laptop" thing

2. I just totally flunked a Eng Design test which marks contribute to 20%...

3. I got overstressed and totally lost it today

Well lets tacke 1 first.....

Simple. I passed him my thumbdrive, he plugs it in. Then the smell of burnt electronics..

then followed by smoke spouting from the laptop and a very hot thumbdrive and a defective laptop...

When he called the technical support hotline... even the technitian on the phone laughed... nice...

So now I have this heavy paperweight of what used to be Sandisk's Fastest Thumbdrive Model...

Now moving on to number 2.....

Yes, I totally couldn't do the test cause I didn't study for it. Partially cause I was doing rehersals for production crew (cca) the whole week from 6pm to 11pm that I had totaly no time to study.

I don't blame them, I just gotta try even harder to manage my time and strike a balance having cca's and yet be able to study. Im just too damn slow a learner to be able to save lots of time on studying...

Oh well the only solution that has ever worked for me was study harder than the rest and yet get generally average results....

And last of all 3....

After a pathetic attempt to rush studying for the test today, I realised in the morning I was totally studying a wrong subject... ya real dumb right.... even I can't believe it...

So I just lost it and didn' even had the mood to go any of the morning lectures... and yes then in the afternoon

the test.....

Well that sums up very vaguely on what has happened so far.

Thanks for reading and caring =)

Stay Well,

Clement

Frozen by aircon...

2009-10-29T00:32:00.002+08:00

Yet another boring week. Nothing much to say other than getting frozen in tutorials without a jacket.

Won't have the time to play for the next few days. Its just non-stop stuff. School from morning till 5 or 7pm then after that gotta do show for production crew till late 10+

Feel so extra for the first day. Nothing much to do. Maybe when all the props start to come it will kick in.

Sat n sunday all both filled with things to do. This sat shooting a event with Daven on some kindergarten. I hope I can shadow him for 2 years or so before I can take my own assignments.

Hope you like my new song. Go check it out.. to switch songs press the next button.

Stay well,

Clement

Busy week ahead....

2009-10-19T01:32:00.002+08:00

Photographer: me :D

Mon and tues interview, fri and saturday camp. Not mentioning all the buying of notes and arrangement of stuff for term start. I also need to key in my entire long long long timetable!

Btw for those curious about which CDS (extra subject) I managed to get. Its Psychology.... wahhhhh I will die before I finish the course!

But at least I got what I wanted. Looks like I gotta call my cousin help me if I dun understand...

And I recently noticed theres a sudden interest in Korean music. I hope it doesn't turn into what happened last time the "japanese-fest" the over-hype of their culture. Its a pity cause I like korean kimchi. If Korean culture becomes as overrated as Japanese im switching to russian..... Hahaha

The Oct Intake Camp that I attended was actually quite horrible. The main committee is abit stuck up la. Im not gonna go into details but I don't like the way they do things. A good example for you, they invite people to help them yet they expect us to pay for food at the camp.... I mean if you are gonna invite people to help you the least u can do is give us food rite....

Haiz it might be similar to my other club the infamous aeromodeling, with them being alot more organised.

The only thing I enjoyed was being the photographer for the massive group shot of the ENG haha!

And thanks to all the readers. It must be boring to hear me complain all day huh. Pls support! :D

Stay Well,

Clement

Ho ho new ram!

2009-10-14T01:43:00.002+08:00

Just bought these RAM's today.... 4GB worth of it!

Awww they perform amazingly! Wonderful speed! Now the only thing slowing down my entire computer is the CPU....

Finally retired from work today, got to photograph the 3 days Week 0 orientation camp from wed to fri.. haiz... no rest for me.......

My doc has called a appointment with me to release the results of the ECG test I had. Lets pray nothing is wrong......

Will most likely meet a couple of people at my clubroom tomorrow, seems like the problem we have has been coming from 1 guy spouting nonsense. We will have to deal with him.

On the bright side, after watching that vid "PikaPika" (special thanks to Leekiang) I have been interested in starting my own production. Its gonna be big though, I need tonns of volunteers, cameraman, technical crew, artists, scripwriters, etc...

Don't get excited all yet, its still in the planning stages, nothing is confirmed yet but when it is I will announce for volunteers for positions.

Gonna have to make a website for it too.

Stay Well,

Clement

Cmon pull through......

2009-10-11T01:14:00.002+08:00

There u go, the pic.

Most likely I might stop working from monday onwards. Just need a break from it... been going nuts non-stop.

Need time to finish packing my room etc... edit photos... install softwares... list goes on n on

Can't believe clive took another $45 without asking me. Now he owes me $80... Great... Im never lending him money again.

Theres been some "crazy" things going on with the aeromodeling club recently, its as crazy as open war... I still can't understand why we can't all get along like my other clubs do.

At my maximum pace I can only do 1 project a day, I got 3 more to go... I don't know if I should come back n work on Saturdays for dad... Cause I can't work next week anymore or im gonna die...

Still havn't got the chance to play any computer games despite my new computer upgrade. Its just sitting there..... sigh......

On the bright side I am "shadowing" Daven on his paid photoshoot on 30th this month. Shadow being (internship for photographers) etc

Most probably gotta do for 2 years before I can start doing paid assignments.

Happy to learn 1 of my cousin got a boyfriend. Congrats!

Stay Well,

Clement

Uncle Clement or Uncle Yong Wei !

2009-10-08T09:50:00.002+08:00

Been trying to find the time to post the pictures of my close cousin's new born baby but seems like I have been too busy and coming home late.

The only things that I could think of daily mind were old folks in hospital waiting for their time or health problems that I might have and how would I die. Nothing but just thoughts about death & death & death...

Till like a sign from god I managed to meet my cousin's baby. It somehow reminds me that looking at death is looking at the end, not the beginning. Everyone has so much hope that he will be handsome, strong, smart & caring including me.

Maybe I wasted my whole youth and health and its all too late for me. I never did study nor behave very well when in primary school... Neither could I make the tip top grades even though I tried my best for O levels... but I never regret cause I did all I could!

Ya maybe im not as talented and it takes me much more work to get the same results as other people but too bad, what can I do?

Though its the end of me I hope he has a wonderful happy life and I would try and live long enough to see it!

Stay Well,

Clement

hmm lets see what the doctor says...

2009-10-05T16:39:00.002+08:00

On thurs I unfortunately experienced a "micro" heart attack lasting 1 minute. It like ur heart hurts like hell and is about to seize.

I just took it as a health warning and rested on friday, saturday I continued to work with no problems. I even stopped myself from drinking coffee and avoid drinking coke.

Then sunday it stuck again this time lasting over 20 to 30 minutes but not as intense as the first time. This time its like it comes n goes very lightly. The light pain just remains there non-stop scaring me like hell... maybe its "time to go" kinda feeling...

Hate waking up early to go work... especially on a monday... so tonite gonna see a GP and see what he says....

Listening to the song: "yesterday" by Beatles. Go have a listen.... its another one of those lonely, sad, emo songs haha...

Stay well,

Clement

I dont' think I can make it....

2009-09-29T00:36:00.002+08:00

Gotta finish the parts manual book for this assembly and another assembly before school starts, considering I can only cover around 6 pages a day its not helping with the fact that there are upcoming camps that eat up my precious time left.

Will be gone form 1st to 3rd oct for camp as a photographer... hopefully can bring my work there and finish up when im free.

Planning to build a new computer when I get my pay soon.... A nvidia gtx275 will most probably be the graphic card. Quad core or not im not so sure yet but 4 or 6 gb of ram will be definitely put in.

The aim setup here is to have around 3 screens. The god of all multitasking :D haha

Hopefully I can PULL THROUGH these few days before the camp. Most likely looks like I might have to work during sunday as per usual again to catch up... haiz.........

Regards,

Clement

F1 Practice...

2009-09-26T01:28:00.002+08:00

Epic fail today. Realised in the morning that the tickets that ming yang bought for me were today... I had no idea until I was in my dad's car on the way to work and when he finally called me after I tried contacting him since 2 days ago as he was in Japan which he didn't tell me when he was arriving home.

Either way left the office at 5pm just in time to catch the 6pm race. Shots same as last time all covered by the irrirating grill and our photos all have those nice lines in them. Sadly Daven couldn't borrow his office zoom lens for me the last minute so I had to use my normal mid range lens... Ming Yang was using his 70-200 telephoto. (telephoto means "can zoom far" in simple terms)

After the mid of the first practice I gave up trying to take photos already as I knew it was all in vain. Ming Yang still tried pretty hard though. I just sat back and enjoyed watching them zoom by.

After that Graeme's dad was nice and treat us all dinner at sushi tei. Honestly I wouldn't have ever eaten there if he didn't invite me to. My first time at sushi tei, was totally lost at what to order or what to eat.......

Oh well anyway end of the year my parents already booked travel agent to Japan already... Hmm the irony going to the place where so many "jap wannabe's" which I dislike would love to go....

I mean whats with the sudden hype about Japan???! I would rather travel korea a second time than go Japan anyday.

Stay Well,

Clement

Hmm should I start writing my will soon?

2009-09-25T00:44:00.003+08:00

Great I just did a taboo today, I brought the entire machine technical drawings in my thumbdrive so that I can work at home or when im free on the go. My dad warned me that im not supposed to bring such doucuments out of the office as with these plans some1 else can build our product....

Fuck why must I always screw up like some idiot, im damn tired of this already why does it keep happening... and on top of that I work so slow on the project that if im not his son Id most probably be fired a long time ago.....

This is why I said I hated to work for my dad even if the pay is good..... its somewhat very self demoralizing.......

After visiting grandma at the hospital it made me feel even worse, looking at all the old people I wonder how im gonna suffer a slow painfull death and watch myself get disabled.

And for some reason now funeral songs seems very appealing to me..... hmmmmm....

And ming yang that prick bought F1 tickets for me but never say which day he bought! Great! no sms nor contact AT ALL after I smsed him for 2 days.... Lets just pray it isn't tomorrow....

Attached a new song to the blog... go have a listen, its very nice... reminds me of when I was young.......

Stay well,

Clement

New Job!

2009-09-13T05:03:00.000+08:00

Yea my dad somewhat managed to force me to go to work for him.... Although the pay is good, I don't like the feeling of it. I wouldn't mind working for him for free anyway, alot less stress.... Soon im gonna be making parts manual for his machine products.

So far nothing much has happened, other than the fact that I totally abandoned one group of msn people and for a good reason so as to reduce my stress level. I don't think I can live very peacefully when there are children planning to but slurpees in ur back.

Lots of camps coming up but im afraid I don't think I can join them all. 1) I have another camp that clash 2) I gotta work the only 1 im looking forward to is the mentor training camp as im their photographer :D

Distances are growing between me and many communities. Maybe Im so tired of pleasing everyone I want to take a break. Unappreciated, Misunderstood, Abused, Hated are a few words I can come up with that every1 else could be thinking about me now. I know there are certain people out there are just waiting or plotting my downfall or cursing me behind my back but thats okay, you can't expect everyone in the world to like you, some will some don't.

Been feeling very lonely lately, can't think about any1 to tell anyway. Maybe its hard to find people whom are just like me... for example I hate following stupid things that other people do and sorry to say I really hate certain trends which I think don't make sense, first of all "japanese wannabes", second of all "people pulling out their laptop batteries", third of all "people getting SLR cause they think it looks cool"

And got told by everyone

1) I complain too much
2) I don't do things other people want me to
3) Stop buying things

At this rate I doubt I would find any1 to employ me in future, neither can I run my own business. The best thing I can think about for myself is sleeping on the street and trying to find money. Hmmmm... oh well...

Someone send me to heaven fast cause I don't belong here.

Stay Well,
Clement

Clement is for sale!

2009-08-29T04:15:00.000+08:00

Haha im for sale for $$...

Going to find work with Izuan at tampinies 1 around afternoon tomorrow.

We both are totall broke due to spending on camera equipment!

Btw got a new D90 and a wideangle!

Been beggin mum for a wideangle for 3 years......

Its sweeeeet.

Check out my deviant art gallery

http://clementtn.deviantart.com

Regards,
Clement

Relaxing week....

2009-08-19T11:59:00.000+08:00

Hahaha I love study week, no stress no school just at home listening to jazz and doing my stuff.

Nothings been going on lately but dad agreed to buy me a new heli after exams! Wee!

And on top of that im changing camera's very soon as Izuan bought my D200. Im going for a D2H and use the spare cash for a sigma wideangle.

So much fun is awaiting me after exams!

Other than that the emo guy is still doing stupid things trying to grab attention....

Regards,
Clement

Only fools think about suiside...

2009-08-03T00:31:00.000+08:00

"that" crazy fool did it again today. This time on a LARGE scale after he drank he was crying and moaning outside the clubroom. At first we saw him take out his penknife to cut himself so we took it away from him but after much counselling and pouring of water on him.... he still somehow manage to find a penknife and he cut up his entire arm...

We ended up calling the lectueres and they called the security guard and his parents. The security guard was there to make sure he didn't try n harm himself again...

Its funny how love can brighten or ruin your soul. I hope I never end up like him... :(

On the bright side got the role of the "spotlight guy" u know the circular spotlight that they shine on the stage on the actor? Yea its kinda fun tracing the guy walking around haha!

Finally started working on my complex numbers and yes its driving me CRAZY! AAAH!

Someone save my soul!

Stay well,
Clement

New sunglasses....

2009-08-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

Mom just bought RayBan for me... don't ask me why... had the lens made with degree so I can wear... It should be done on thurs

Somehow I keep thinking about the show seven pounds. The storyline goes like this, the main character looks for people whom thinks needs help the most, then at the end of the show he commits suicide and donates all his organs to the people giving them a second chance at life.

If I had that chance it would be nice, give some other guy whom needs it more than me. I hate myself for everything I do... I hate my char, personality, myself..........

Life seems so dull when all you can think of is the think of all day is the things that gone wrong and all the people whom would love to shoot you anyday....

Stay Well,
Clement

Crazy day...

2009-07-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

Went for some GPS event halfway then headed home by cab cause my friends wanted to come to my house. Played guitar hero the whole night...

Finally managed to sell my amplifier! Cheers!

Stay well,
Clement

(ah yes dumb taxi ride cost me 18...)

Crazy fool...

2009-07-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

Haiz some fool I know is drunk again, he drank vodka & beer... At this rate he's gonna be reduced to a wasted drunkard... Good thing he's going for counseling cause I think people whom cut themselves are really stupid cause hurting themselves don't change a thing.

For me if im troubled I would lie on the beach and watch the sunrise like I have always done. Or lie on the beach at night and sleep under the stary sky...

Tomorrow after school got some GPS challenge or something.... Then at night im meeting a guy whom might be interested in buying my tube amplifier for $300...

Haha if the sale goes through I would have money to buy 2 tickets to Michael Learns To Rock! :)

Makes me soo happy just to see him in person...

Stay well,
Clement

Spring cleaning day...

2009-07-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

Haha, today all I did is clean clean and clean. Cleaned up the clubroom in the afternoon till its nice and neat. At home, I cleaned up the hall cause tomorrow friends are coming over. The tools and glue and paint were all over the place...

Everyday without "something" I grow to hate myself more and more like before...

Stay well,
Clement

Too much to do, too little time

2009-07-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

Haha finally brought my plane to school to fly it. Creedence and Keong absolutely loved it.

After Ahmad crashed his 3D plane once he didn't want it anymore so he gave it to me..?! Haha I love the little 3D, can't wait for exams to end!

After I demoed to the organisers it seems that they were interested to invite us to perform at the upcoming airshow! But the space they gave us wasn't very big, and the wind there is going to be very strong! Sound like a chaotic test of my skill......

Just signed up for many more things on dates I can't even remember! RRGH! And my portfolio I keep forgeting to buy! Tomorrows the deadline and I still havn't done anything... must somehow come up with something tomorrow...

Regards,
Clement

Another borin day

2009-07-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

Stayed at home the whole day. Did nothing but study CKT....

I can't believe I spent the whole day studing chapter 13 of Ckt...

Thats one tough long long chapter. But at least I understand more.

So now the deadline is counting down.... its coming soon, very soon...

I got 2 more Ckt chapters to finish and 1 Digfund chapter to finish before I can start doing revision and then exam papers.

Maths still got complex numbers which I hope won't be a problem.

Highlight of the day - I look better with specs! LOL

Stay Well,
Clement

Haha reliving the old days..

2009-07-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Went for the Rockamania rock climbing competition today... It was soo early in the morning I was crawling outta bed... Reached there as the last few so naturally I was the last few to have a go at the rock wall.

Quite a wasted attempt, I got soo close to the finishing but didn't have the strength to carry on :(

I think its because I haven't done training in a long, long, long, long... time...

With so many events and studying I doubt I have the stamina to go gym...

Im definitely going after this term exams are over!

Sigh I see the Biotech people like crazy freaks studying all day long non-stop like some monster! Scarrry...

Had a nice pizza for dinner :)

Stay well,
Clement

Chaos...

2009-07-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

Yes, some problems with my parents insisting on watching a movie with me. And another friend whom thinks free ticks are more valuable than paid ones. So I get stuck. Im so sick of this, next time im watching movies alone! Many damned problems arise with other people shoving u in their "plans" and when u can't do it u ruin their plan......

Other than that, did something crazy this morning. Cycled a dirt trail, on my hybrid bike.... No suspension..... Slim tyres.... haha my friends were like hey better not try with ur bike, and I still went..... I don't mind trying to jump the dirt with my bike if I had elbow and knee guards.....

"might" go climbing at climbasia this thurs.... just for fun...

Regards,
Clement

Boring Monday

2009-07-13T00:50:00.000+08:00

home > school > class > lunch > club > class > club > home > dinner

Yea hahaha thats so wonderful.....

Anyway MICHAEL LEARNS TO ROCK IS HERE!

Another legend I can't afford to miss! MOM PLEASE SPONSER ME $88 T.T

Doubt so lar, anyway learning AC currents now! Very hard to understand at first, but after reading it at least 4 times over again I finally catch the ball! LOL

Very carefree today! Haha no stress cause nothing major. But writing oral comin on thurs...

Stay well,
Clement

Walking Zombie again....

2009-07-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

Very overworked and lack sleep...

This is roughly the day..

Classes > Production Crew > Wtoral Presentation > Production Crew > Lavender to buy RC components > Fix RC craft > Adventure Camp > Home ( improving amplifier )

All one after the other, non-stop...... I felt quite bad cause at AC I was like a zombie......

I gonna sleep early today! And the chips I ordered came in today! YAY! And it sounds like heaven! I added a LED to the amp too. The only 2 things left now are

1) A nicer cover
2) A better battery preferbly 16v as opposed to 9v

Haha nites!

Regards,
Clement

Too busy to blog

2009-07-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

yes got too many things on right now, amplifier project, wtoral assignment, homework revision, production crew events. Not even enuf time to sleep, will blog when my face actually turns from :( to :) again which is rare.....

Stay well,
Clement

Arrgh overslept!!

2009-07-05T14:00:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I woke at at 1pm! arrrrrrrrrrrgh! Most probably cause of fri and sat....

Only slep 3 hours on a fri night.... Then half day photoshoot at Hortpark on sat then watched Ice Age 3 with Guangting, then after that had to visit grandma......

Friday night was another insanely busy day too..... too much to type down...

Worst of all I got a whole load of School work to do + I have to finish editing all the photos!!.....

T.T

Regards,
Clement

Adventure CLub Annual General Meeting

2009-07-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

Okay too many things happen so I shall put it simply. Clement attends meeting. Clement takes photos for meeting. Clement meets many friends! Clement gets tired and goes home.

Clement's face has turned from --> :(
T0 ---> ^_^

Haha too tired la, not thinking straight. I have 200+ photos to filter and edit....... Im soo gonna die.... Lee Kiang alrdy sms me for it! Ahh! Tomorrow after class I asap edit :)

Luv u guys!

Stay well,
Clement

6 pieces of foam = foam plane

2009-07-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

Finally found the time today to repair the poor E.Starter plane that split into 6 pieces last week due to a crash... The only thing left is to fix the electronics inside..... 2 jammed servo arms... what luck....

Set up a blog and a forum for our club today together with Yi Hao.... Kinda nice... just needs PEOPLE! lol... very very empty... If ur interested

Blog : http://amig.tk

Forums: http://amigforums.tk

Damn sian gotta chiong Writing Oral finish today.. totally forgot about it in the weekend... tomorrow gotta hand up... im so dead...

Regards,
Clement

Haha 70s Theme ESC club Annual Meeting

2009-06-30T23:36:00.005+08:00

Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others!

Creedence actually went the extra to dress with his parent's 70s shirt! Omg he was so dissapointed when everyone there was outta theme... even the organisers were "partially" 70s in a way. Poor dude...

Either way things brightening up with nice lectures and wonderful meals. I suddenly have the urge again to see the beautiful sun rise.... Maybe I will do it this friday... Then at night I will do night cycling, this time + all the way to changi and back which will be mabe 30+ km?

Attempting to build my own headphone amplifier at the moment, the design is taken from the CMOY amplifier.... Haha taking the componenets in the school component store is fun.... fun...!

Now debts are almost over with a little bit left. By next week I should have saved enough to buy the drop bar and maybe the gear shifter for it..... Slowly one step at a time :)

Another boring day....

2009-06-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

Woke up, ate lunch, go bugis library, study wif guangting, ate dinnner, gone home.

Wonderful day ain't it? Yea no life rite....... what to do.... sigh still thinking about poor Michael...

cheered up a little this week. Not as depressed as last week but sill in a way.... still some things on my mind.....

Stay well,
Clement

Sleeping in the sun? Not a very good idea

2009-06-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

Had to cover a Dragonboat race event for TP at marina barrage. It was pure hell, waking at 5.30, then waiting like hours before the race starts. With the next race being hours apart. At one point we were out on the field early ready to take the race, then we ended up waiting 1 hour in the nice sun for them to start. We waited so long in the sun so many times that we even took naps on the bench... Resulting in a nice tan LOL

Cycling 28km the previous night and sleeping at 1+ am wasn't a very smart thing to do with such stuff the next day. Plus I didn't have any money left so I couldn't buy anything to eat. Luckily lunch was provided by sch but that was about it.... 6.45am to 6pm I done my service.....

Regards,
Clement

THE KING OF POP IS DEAD! THE WORLD IS DOOMED!

2009-06-26T20:37:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson thank you for your wonderful music that you have given us, you have truely changed everyone's hearts and souls with your songs. You are and always will be the KING OF POP! We will always love you!

REST IN PEACE

Yours Sincerely,
Clement

Transformers 2... Very Good

2009-06-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

Fantastic opening, lots of intense scenes and fighting + lots of good humor :)

9/10 rating from me. I predict there will be a transformers 3 coming soon though, cause the bad guys are not "compeletely" dead yet.

Ran out of $$ completely. Looks like I can't eat tomorrow. The most I can afford is my $0.40 coffee. Well good enuf, coffee gives you eternal life! Hahaha

Cheered up a little today despite many problems. Got 40/50 for Digital fundamentals! Topped da class but really this is just luck la. Im sure my classmates will overtake me soon. After all im not very talented, I gotta study very hard for things that take other people a short time to master.

CKT results release on friday... Either way because of my math I doubt I will get the certificate programme anymore... Oh well another one my dreams and ambitions smashed in my face again.

Stay Well,
Clement

Arrgh! Stressss! Im so sick of this....

2009-06-22T23:18:00.003+08:00

I suck at math, without doubt, I scored 59/100 for this term test.... depression.....

Either way will try harder next time..... sigh........

Clubroom politics again? Oh god please don't get me started on that..... Im so sick of it... Trying to please the whole world is extremely dermoralising in the process.

Now what else? People spreading rumors? Oh you backstabbing piece of shh....... So you get ur petty revenge by spreading rumors? Thanks ah... thanks...

Now that schools reopened MORE WORK I just realised the whole shhhhT load of things that I must catch up on... Homework, practice etc... I can't study in advance for certain subjects now cause now they are much more advanced....

And last of all DEBT! Now that school reopens do I get my allowance, and with debt almost hitting 100, it isn't funny when I look at my wallet having only $10 and surviving throughout the the whole week for breakfast lunch and maybe dinner. This is a living nightmare.

And last of all, my mum thinks I have a girlfriend?? HAHAHA who would love this ugly, bad tempered guy? This is soo stupid, I know what im capable of and NOT capable of and that is actually have a relationship.

Sorry to all the readers, had to vent my anger somewhere.....

Stay well,
Clement

45km = Endless Fun!

2009-06-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

Haha I just love such events! The cycling marathon held by safra was great, I had a great time cycling as its really hard to find such a nice unobstructed road to cycle for long distances! Looks like my speedometer came in very handy today. Thanks to it I managed to pace my cycling and know my total dis travel, speed and such.

It took me 1hr50mins to complete the 45km. It really wasn't very fast, my friend could complete it in around 1hr 15 mins or so. I cruise around 23km/hr they cruise at 30+km/hr!!!

Finally got my $50 allowance for this week. Since I got so much debt I don't think I can go around eating expensive food anymore. Plus im saving up to upgrade my bike to drop bars!

Regards,
Clement

Expensive Bike Accessories.....

2009-06-20T22:02:00.003+08:00

Finally convinced my mum to fund my bicycle... Got a new pair of pedals, a speedometer and a front light... cause I come home late and the pavement is pretty dark... All cateye except for the pedals...

Just rented the blue-ray "letters from iwo-jima". Gonna watch it tonight.... I better sleep early, tomorrow I have to arrive there by 7 that means I gotta wake at 5am or earlier I guess....

Stay well,
Clement

Cycling Training!

2009-06-19T02:38:00.001+08:00

Finally met Ming Yang at 6am at East Coast park. We watch the sun rise then we set off to changi for breakfast! The trip there was pretty slow as we were traveling around 17km/hr or so cause he brought this cousin.

Once there, Ming Yang suggested we eat beside our bicycles... Im was giving him the "wtf" look. And he was serious so I tagged along. I bought hor fun and he bought ba chor mee. We then took the tray all the way outside and sat there and eat.... LOL

Either way on the trip back to east coast we decided to cycle faster up and down the track while his cousin completes it. We cruise somewhere around 30km/hr up and down that long stretch of bicycle track beside the airport runway. Not once but 5 times!

Either way, my pathetic attempt to repair my el cheapo old bike was in vain... the tyre tube had so many holes leaking air that it was impossible to patch.... Looks like I can't bring my mom cycling tomorrow morning. Either I jog and she cycles or we wait till the afternoon and repair it before going off...

I seriously need a new pair or pedals and a speedometer + a handle bar extension....

1 day countdown to school reopen! YAY!

Regards,
Clement

Alarm failed me...

2009-06-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

Supposed to wake up at 5.30.... Ended up waking at 11am.. cause my alarm clock which runs on 240v decides to switch off cause the contact on the power plug is shaky....

Poor ming yang.... Either way I rearranged to meet him on friday morning....

Did nothing much today. Had to go change a faulty tuner for my dad...

The wood for the new speakers just came in... Looks like its time....for the big speakers :D
Got so much work to do like glueing and drilling + all the wiring...
The rest of the speaker components are still on the way from the US...

Regards,
Clement

Wonderful time on the beach!

2009-06-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

Woke at 5.45am, changed, grab my stuff and cycled off to east coast park. Im quite suprised to see quite a number of people jogging at such a time early in the morning. Hardy anything was visible at all. A light infront would really have helped but I didn't have the time to take it off the old bike.

I lied down on the breakwater and just watch the sky get brighter and brighter. At around 7+ the morning sea breeze came in and it was wonderful! I ended up lying there for 2 hours listening to nice jazz! Will never forget that!

Tomorrow morning going to meet Ming Yang at 6am at east coast to cycle to changi for practice. 5.30am to wake up this time... wah sian...

Stay well,
Clement

Zoo after err.. 8 years?...

2009-06-15T01:20:00.000+08:00

Went to the zoo today with my little cousin. My aunt asked me to follow so yea... Anyway got some pics.. please don't blame me, I never bring slr :(

Either way this morning couldn't wake up early enough cause I selpt at 3am! Arrgh!
Tomorrow Im gonna cycle to east coast and watch it instead!

Regards,
Clement

Depression kicks in...

2009-06-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

Im just getting some mixed feelings inside me. I don't know what im doing... for some personal reason im feeling really depressed...

Even argued with my dad for a short while... Nothing serious la just abit of argument only...

I read that people whom sleep late at night tend to be more depressed than people whom wake up early in the morning.

So I have decided. Im gonna watch the sun rise tomorrow and take time off to release this unhealthy feeling.... Some jazz with music and some self reflection will definitely make me feel better.

Regards,
Clement

Gloomy day....

2009-06-13T02:34:00.000+08:00

Went to the PC show today with Leonard, felt kinda bad cause I made him wait almost 2 hours :X

LOL not my fault cause when I wanted to leave my mum said that she wanted me to visit my grandma at the hospital first and she offered to fetch me there after that. So I said okay, but my grandma went on and on and on... so after that by the time I reach there and found the place Leonard already half dead.... so Leonard hope u forgive me!

I bought a linksys router and a reciever (dad wanted it!)... and had a picture with Halo 3's Master Chief helmet! Haha the legendary game set was like $190+ I think.... crazy....

I guess im gonna start training for the cycling event by safra next week. Which day not confirm yet, but most likely gonna cycle from east coast to changi if possible....

(oh yea it was team PLUS-STICK not plastic :X)

Stay Well,
Clement

Team Plastic? :D

2009-06-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

Haha attended adventure camp today as per usual I was late :X

We played some games like captain ball etc... the standard stuff... lol the super tall guys got all
the advantage though -_- they were like catching the ball like no-ones business like dat... ugh..

Anyways lucky Iskanda came along today and yea he informed me about tomorrow's meeting for
the AMIG club. Me and Creedence had a good chat today after dinner on what we are going to
introduce to the club tomorrow at the meeting. I hope he gets membership no matter what!

Either way totaly didn't study today.... haiz.... tomorrow gotta start already! No more slacking!
Camp starts at 9am though... I don't like stuff dat early...

Oh well at least today turned out very well ^_^

Regards,
Clement

Sweet sweet sweeeeeet!

2009-06-10T00:07:00.003+08:00

Hahaha the picture says it all! Finally got the heli off the ground
and hovering it nicely.

Sadly soon after mechanical problems with the tail again so yea I give up
on the current stupid tail setup. Im going full metal tail!! Its gonna be
freaking expensive though....

Had a nice chat with Creedence this evening! Glad to find that we have
the same views on things. Sigh politics with the club is such a difficult
problem...

Anyways I got a idea on my new design of the kite from our local
"goflykite" flyers. Gonna test them soon when I get the chance.

Got Adventure Camp tomorrow and yes Clement is going there... Alone....

Stay well,
Clement

More l4d....

2009-06-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

Yea pretty much nothing to say... l4d... l4d.... halo... halo... yea.... you get the point...

Anyway we were doing Leeroy Jenkins madrush and it was damned fun! Just run through the entire game!!!!!!!!

Xbox & L4D...

2009-06-08T16:08:00.003+08:00

Well went to school, helped rcsc design their shirt logo then head home around afternoon, played with Clive and Leonard Halo.... Halo.... L4D.... L4D.... and more L4D....

Haha studied abit of Digital Fundamentals on the bus but yea I didn't quite get what suming bits and carring forward means.... Guess I have to ask Izuan after his camp... Meanwhile I guess I can start on CKT after im done playing....

Attached a picture of the logo

Regards,
Clement

Boring day...

2009-06-07T03:19:00.000+08:00

Did nothing much, just reconfigured my servers abit play halo and l4d abit...

I completely forgot about the 48km cycling event that I signed up for... Ugh maybe I should start training with Kah Fai soon.... Hey Kah Fai if ure reading this give me a call and tell me when youre training!

Anyway Leonard is coming my house tomorrow to play l4d and halo... my poor bike is STILL in school. Tomorrow morning gotta bring my laptop to the clubroom for Izuan to design the RCSC logo... This will be interesting...

Then again still no pinion gear for heli... Sigh...

Regards,
Clement

Repair after repair...

2009-06-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

This morning covered the event for RCSC as they had a race. The shots turned out pretty good although if I had a telephoto it would be nicer....

My heli kept giving me problems one after another, first the motor came out, then the tail rotor flew out then now the new motor pinion gear won't fit..... ugh looks like its grounded till next week.

Gotta start studying for next term on monday, no more slacking! I still have no idea when the exam results are released.... I will just check the online portal daily...

Keefe won 6th place in the race. Congratulations to him!

Now gotta fix all the computers at home.... a few months worth of problems.... a few reformats and a network change. Plus I still have to set up the website for the the AMIG club soon.... sigh...

You stay well,
Clement

Heli Grounded

2009-06-05T21:36:00.003+08:00

Due to yesterdayls mechanical problems the heli can't fly today either. Waiting for the gear replacement.

In the afternoon, I dropped by the rc shop at east point mall and thank god they had the parts I needed. The gear cost me only $5... lucky me...

I bought a wood blade too as creedence asked me ro buy it. I bought it thinking he needed one but it ends up that he wanted me to change mine.... ran outta cash and had to borrow from Ben.. I gotta produce $28 to return tomorrow somehow....

Yours sincerely,
Clement

My Heli Lives!

2009-06-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

Haha met Creedence today. The last time I saw him it was 3 years ago at the youth flying club. We used to fly rc planes there every sunday...

He had a business repairing rc helicopters before so I asked him to help me tune mine to fly. Thanks to him it flew perfectly with minor problems.

Haha now the aeromodeling club will have 2 trainers :) plus he can teach me to fly the heli!

Regards,
Clement

Tiring Day....

2009-06-03T11:24:00.001+08:00

Haha the Digital Fundamental paper was free marks... Haahaha sure score grade Z one lol if not A. Maths I not so sure...

Repaired the estarter and my heli after exams + I built a new experimental prototype of kite from the Flying Club's old design. It has some issues and in experimental but soon it will fly :)

Anyway had dinner with a couple of frenz at tampinies mall and I couldn't finish the food cause I don't normaly eat soo much....

Left a mess in da clubroom... Yi Hao is soo gonna scream.... lol so late anyways I too tired. Tmr bah!

Clement

2 words.... Holy Fuck!

2009-06-02T22:39:00.001+08:00

Long long story..... my dream has come true......

New motor is a powerhouse!

2009-06-02T21:24:00.001+08:00

Haha finally installed the brushless motor and its wonderfully powerfull the sound of it spinning says it all. Now the helicopter tail motor is soo weak it always spins outta contol. Still dreaming of the belt drive....

Anyway, dumb yi hao juz spammed my blog -_-"

He really too free. He and his gf on my flirting when he got a paper in the next 10 min....... such confidence....

These are one of the many dangers of having a gf first of all its that u waste endless $$ on her. I seen many poor folks including my dad.....

Second of all they turn all mushy and soft. It disgusts me..... "oh I luv u, oh I luv u too".....

Well I'm not gonna say I won't have one in future but I guarentee I won't turn mushy or spend endless $$. But who would want this poor, ugly guy? Hahaha

You stay well,

Clement

Americanisation? Are you still 1980's?

2009-06-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

Yes today im talk about influence. Nowadays topics that we discuss all talk about americanisation and how it has changed us, for example our songs and our food. Like for example how we have so many fast food restraunts just like America.

The truth is, if you observe carefully Americanisation was a thing of the past, we no longer follow the American way of living. Notice carefully, what kind of food is the sudden craze? What language does everyone suddenly want to learn? The answer is Japanese!

This new trend Japanisation also nicknamed Nipponisation (lol paint!) is THE trend. We see youngsters watching Anime we see many of them learning Japanese, we see more and more sushi restraunts poping up here and there and have long queues.

Think about it, I seen people say "Oishi" after dinner or "cho teh" when they could say "WAIT" instead, they say "Hai" instead of yes.

Personally Im against this trend. Why u may ask? Well the answer is simple. Are you Japanese? Are your parent's Japanese? If not then why are we acting like someone we are not? They have their culture and we have ours, we have lost our sense of identity of what makes us unique what makes us special and not some other guy following some trend.

So here's my opinion on Japanisation. I know I might anger some people whom swear by the Japanese culture but hey its just my opinion nothing to get angry about. Hope this has been a interesting read for you, thank you for reading and supporting. Thank you

Stay Well,
Clement

Everything is fine now... Except for MATHS!

2009-05-31T21:59:00.002+08:00

Life has always been a matter of give and take. Both sides compromsing to reach a common understanding. Had a nice chat with him and yea we solved the misunderstanding. :D

As per usual, step back, analyse and then act...

My poor bike...

2009-05-31T19:50:00.001+08:00

Sigh I got most of the concrete off but therels still so muc in small corners like my brakes and the pedals. Sigh looks like I have to change them... more money gone.....

Bad day gone worse!

2009-05-31T18:56:00.002+08:00

Struggling to finish all the excersices in math. I never was talented in math.... always leartn the slow hard way... well no choice I will just have to try harder! I won't give up!

To add to my worries someone angered my today. Being polite I won't mention names but really
today he was being totally unreasonable. In fact after being unable to reply to my arguments he
chose the cowardly path and started ignoring my msn, my smses, and my phone calls. For his
argument he gives short undetailed replys which totally doesn't explain his point.

Maybe he should cool off and think about it carefully. Sometimes just because ur have a tag named
"senior" doesn't mean u always make a right decision. You have to be reasonable and flexible and
not just hold on to power just to intimidate someone else to looking up to you.

If you are good, people will look up to you naturaly. You don't have to do such things to show off
that u have more power.

Sigh I wonder what is happening to the world, all this hate and defiance... for e.g north korea
fired MORE missiles just to prove the point that they don't listen to anyone. All those attention
seeking bastards are gonna get is a nice invasion if they keep on provoking everyone.

Thanks all for reading my post. I know its a little long today but hey at least u learned something new.

Tomorrow I will talk about a topic that I gave deep thought about. It might offend some people in the process but hey opinions will be opinions and if u don't like it, its my opinion.

Regards and stay well,
Clement

Signless Concrete...

2009-05-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

Some smart constructor never placed a sign in front of the WET CONCRETE and yea you can guess what happened next. I cycled straight into it thinking it was hard...... Pants, shoe and bike all got concrete... UGH!

Intrestingly I recalled there was a RC hobby shop at eastpoint so I went to take a look and their selection of parts and helis was amazing! Hahaha im definitely getting my heli from them next time.

Anyway talked to Yi Hao and he sounded intrested in making them our Temasek Aeromodeling Interest Group partner. If were from temasek we will get discount etc... But we have to buy stuff from them la.

Will talk to him about it after term test. If the guy can bring in brushless motors and esc's cheap then it will be fantastic.

Currently the blog is a work in progress... please bear with it...